"As I've said, my initial fragmentation
into Ahriman and Lucifer,
and our eventual redemption of them
has been part of the original design of Creation. Ahriman's cleverness,
however, enabled him to go beyond the plan and forge an alliance
with the asuras. This created challenges
that had until now prevented me from reuniting the Spirit Polarity.
"Each time a complete recovery from fragmentation
has been attempted, spirits who were influenced by Ahriman had
insisted, in the name of wholeness, that the asuras somehow be
included, be given a place within Creation. Each time I succumbed
to this logic and attempted to do it, and each time I've attempted
it the Mother has suffered horribly. She was attacked again and
again by the energy of these demonic Denial Spirits. I know better
"I know now that true wholeness is only
possible without the asuras, and that their redemption
is impossible because it is not what they want. What was obscured
from my understanding by Ahriman's logic was the understanding
that wholeness of the Spirit polarity that included the asuras
would eventually negate the Mother and her essence. This is because
whenever the antithesis of a thing becomes immediately present
with it, both thesis and antithesis are annihilated in the formation
of the new whole, the synthesis.
"The Mother's essence is of movement,
life, nurturance and love. The asuras essence is of death, destruction
and hate. If we were to continue to include
the asuras here with us, they would eventually succeed in Ahriman's
plan of universal destruction. Eventually everything of life,
beauty, grace and love would be destroyed.
"A good example of this is the present
situation with life and death. With death included in Creation,
we have a condition where life must come out of and return back
to 'not life'. Death or 'not life' may have many lives interrupting
it, but life need be touched by death only once, and it's over.
"In the Mother's
Dream as well as in Grandfather's Creation, life is eternal
and continually renews itself. Here in this Creation, instead
of life defining and renewing itself and charting its own course,
it's been defined and controlled by its beginning and end, birth
and death. The death and birth cycle is here now because death
is what the asuras have wanted. And in terms of power, death
has had the upper hand over life.
"As it is now, all that lives dies, but
not all that has died comes back into life. Left unchecked, death
would eventually win out over life. In physics this is called
entropy, and it seems to make sense. The propaganda coming from
the Godhead, still under Ahriman's control, has long been that
death is okay, in fact good. It gives everything a chance to
change, and creates space for new things to come into manifestation.
"This is pure hooey. Death is a limit
to life in manifestation. When something dies, it ceases to exist
in the form of its being, and can not reconstitute itself into
that form again. The life-force energy and identity are lost
from the form as the physical body disintegrates and returns
to its previous fragments. The magnetic essence is abandoned
and compressed beyond belief as it's pulled away from the body
on one hand, and the escaping spirit essence on the other. And
Heart, the sacred place of our uion, is of course destroyed in
"There has been too much suffering in
Creation as a result of the asuras' quest for their own quiet
nonexistence through death, disease and other forms of destruction.
Form change is a much happier alternative that supports change
and evolution within eternal life. When mandatory death disappears
from Creation, and the issues that had been obscured by excessive
form change have been healed, form change will return to serve
its originally intended purpose.
"I know now that true wholeness is not
simply wholeness of the Spirit Polarity, but wholeness of Loving
Spirit in union with the Mother. Every synthesis of spiritual
beauty, love and life with its spiritual opposite has a more
desirable alternative that separates thesis and antithesis of
Spirit, and permanently holds them apart. A larger and more meaningful
wholeness is created when all the Mother's lost parts are found
and return to her. Then the pure, loving, life-enhancing qualities
of spirit essence are united with the nurturing, space-opening
magnetic essence of the Mother in a completely new kind of Heart...
New Heart, whole Heart.
"The Mother cannot tolerate death and
destruction, or in any way being hated or denied These are the
predilections and behaviors of demons, and to ask her to hold
space for these asuric qualities is to ask her to either continue
existing in unspeakable pain or cease vibrating entirely.
"I will never again ask her to do this
for any reason, especially to support my denials. I was still
learning about wholeness, and I know now it won't work to include
the asuras, and therefore death. I was ignorant of Ahriman's
role in my behaviors... but now that I know what Ahriman has
been up to, I know how to redeem him, stop his plan to destroy
Creation, and undo the stranglehold his demons have had on the
Mother. And you can help."
Three - Part Four: Redeeming the Devils
Part One: Ahriman | Part
Two: The Asuras