Spirit, I have been cruising through the GodChannel and I am enraged. Who are these people and who are you?? WHERE IS THE MOTHER?!?!
"Thank you for your clear and deep expression of rage. It is important for me to hear it, and I'm grateful for your honesty. I am also happy that you are able to be in alignment with this part of the Mother and choose to express it here. And you're asking the same question I am, 'Where's the Mother?'
"You and I both know that she's been smashed and bashed and blown apart into millions of pieces. Now the question I have is how can we work together, Spirit and human, to find even her most lost parts and help them come back into wholeness?"
This feels like before; Spirit, Body and Heart making plans WITHOUT THE MOTHER[!!!!], JUST LIKE THE FIRST TIME AROUND!!! Always leaving out Will! WHO ARE YOU!?!?
"You have addressed me as Spirit, and that's who I am. And I know this feels not only like the first time around, but like each of the thousands of times since that I've offered my hand in a serious attempt at healing. And each time instead of the healing I intended and expected, I watched in horror as my hand smacked you down again.
I smacked you when offering love and healing because I had not yet reclaimed all of my own essence that I had denied. I offered Light and my shadow reached you instead.
"We have both suffered greatly each time my denials caused another terrible reversal of our healing efforts and our love. For these past failures, I am truly sorry. I have already apologized, and I do it again now. And I will apologize as many times more as there are parts of the Mother still suffering as lost Will.
"Now we are challenged to work together again at healing. This time is different than all of the others because I no longer look to the Mother as the source of her own suffering. I look to myself, and specifically to my denials. I must reclaim all of my lost Light before I can be any help at all to the Will's most lost and damaged parts. My presence here on this website and my relating with the contributors here is part of that work."
The things that people write to you and the things that you say all seem so sedate and subdued considering how much pain, how many denials and judgments are present on Earth right now. The way you all sound triggers me into such terror and rage (yes, I will go into them). I am terrified that there will never be a place that feels good to me as Will essence. You all sound just like the Angels did. What about expression of long held emotions??
"This is the work, and it is not only the expression of emotions. Emotions need movement, and acceptance is necessary for them before they can move in safety. The complete acceptance of long held emotions is what makes the difference between the reenactment of their original cause and their healing. Here on the Spirit side of things, we're still working on building that acceptance as well as the other healing resources that will be needed by the most lost Will when she's ready to move into healing and wholeness."
What about the gap?!? What about Heart being DEAD?!? WE HAVE TO SAVE HIM IF WE ARE GOING TO SAVE OURSELVES!!!! What about the Father of Manifestation?!? WHERE IS THE MOTHER?!? -- My Mother's daughter
"You are pointing the direction this material is heading. Please stay with us as it continues to evolve. And thank you again for your expression here."
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