"First, it is good to remember what Spirit
has already said about humans and their role in the healing work in his letter to you. The first step in the Four Steps to Wholeness also speaks to your
role as the healer of yourself, and therefore of Creation. The rest of
that page describes the general process of coming out of denial and
owning all of your own personal lost parts, as well as the lost
transpersonal parts of your deepest Self... Our lost parts, the lost Will of the Mother and the denials of Spirit.
"Moreover, it cannot be stated often
enough or strongly enough how much of yourself is still missing from
your own awareness. Humans are truly 'the crown of Creation.' You are
part Spirit and part Will creature. There are countless spirits, and
many, many creatures in Our Creation. However, there is only one kind
of Being who manifests all aspects of Deity... Spirit and Will in union
as New Heart in Body. That is the human being.
"We are here in manifestation to the
extent that you choose to host us here. We are deep inside of you, in
the core of your essence, and awaiting your invitation to be even more
present with you... at every level of your Being. When you are loving
yourself, you become more present with Us. When you are judging
yourself, you slip farther away.
"You can know our presence by that
unmistakable feeling of love and grace that the universe sometimes
shines upon you. You can also know our presence in the words you hear
from the voice inside you. Loving Spirit speaks on behalf of Us both,
and carries the message of Our union as New Heart in your Body. Our
words are always loving, and spoken in a friendly and respectful tone.
If the voice in your mind sounds other than this, is not Our voice, and
not Our presence you feel.
"You can hear Our voice in the simplest
things of life... like in the way the wind rocks a tree, or in the
trajectory of a falling leaf, anytime when serendipity and
synchronicity are alive around you, when the traffic lights are all
green and your favorite song comes on the radio. You can see our
presence in the way things work out favorably in the events of your
life, and of course in every miracle you realize.
"There have been other voices in your mind
besides Ours, and unfortunately for many humans Our voice has often
been faint and seldom heard. Very often other, stronger voices have
told you that you are not good enough, that you can't have what you
desire, and even that it's wrong for you to be desiring it.
"And these are only some examples of the
many, many undermining, destructive, demeaning and degrading
pronouncements these voices have been demanding that you hear. You have
been told you are insignificant in the mind of God, that you are not
hitting the mark, that you are sinning. You have even been told that
you are the source of evil on this planet, and that your presence as a
species here will be ending soon.
"We want you to know that these voices are
not your voice, and of course they're not speaking for Us either. It is
really one source that speaks with whatever voice works best for its
intentions. It can use your own voice, and very often does. It can also
speak with the voice of your mother or father, or of a teacher or
cleric. It can make itself sound like the 'voice of reason,' the 'voice
of authority' and many, many people have even mistaken it as the 'voice
of God.' Sometimes it speaks in the first person and says, "I ..." and
sometimes it's in the second person and says, "You ..."
"Healers in indigenous cultures have
called this voice the 'predator,' the 'parasite,' and 'the voice of
knowledge.' In your modern culture it's called 'conditioning.' And some
know it as the presence of 'reptilian' energy. In terms of the healing
work, it's the verbal expression of denial energy. It is the voice of Lucifer in the deepest layers of the
imprint that you are experiencing when you hear the unloving statements
and questions. And at the original cause of the pain you feel in the
imprint... is a fragment of the Mother's lost essence being tortured by
are not the only cause of the pain felt by the lost parts of the Mother
in you. Original imprinting happened even before Spirit was fully
present. The Mother was first attacked by the demonic energy of the
void, the asuras. And in many of those
attacks the asuric energy bonded as well with Spirit's original denial
energy, resulting in the most difficult issue you have encountered so
far in the healing work ... embedded
"The negative voice in your mind is one of
the sure signs in present time that you are experiencing a reenactment
of an original trauma in the Mother essence. The voice that tells you
all about how unworthy and damaged you are is the voice of Lucifer deep
inside of you, still whispering in the Mother's ear.
"When you feel the Mother's pain, you are
also experiencing the unloving light she took in during the original
trauma at the bottom of the imprint, and the pain became ongoing as the
imprint deepened during countless reenactments. When you feel the pain,
the reenactments that are still happening in the imprints in the
Mother's essence are now happening in you as well.
Taking it Personally
"It has been very easy to take this
personally, to believe the Mother's experiences are your own... and
therefore you've often identified with the pain and the unloving light
in the imprint... as if the Will essence and its associated denial
energy is who you are. You've believed the judgments are about you the
person, and that the voices of denial you've been hearing are correct
because the pain seems to be yours alone.
"This is how the 'predator' or 'parasite'
or 'voice of knowledge' has taken control of your Being and your body.
You became possessed by the imprint. And when you became possessed, you
were no longer the magnificent Being that is your true self. Your
identity left both your body and soul and you were no longer the cosmic
Being manifesting in human form, deeply connected with divine love and
grace. Under the spell of the imprint... you instead identified
yourself as either the pain or the unlovingness in the imprint, or both.
"Even those who have been successful
enough at coping to have avoided feeling the pain directly still often
hear the voices along with a vague sense of unease about themselves.
And in the denial of their coping they have unconsciously given up
their true identity to the unlovingness in the imprint.
"As long as you believe that you are
part of a larger whole, you are missing your deepest truth. The
truth of your Being is complete wholeness, in your own right. Anything
less is still an imprinted reality, and not the whole truth. Ultimately
there is nothing 'personal,' because ultimately there is only you, the
whole transpersonal Being that includes all of Creation.
"Our presence inside of you is only
temporary. As Spirit has said,as
reach complete wholeness We will not be there anymore. This is
because you will have fully owned Us as your own primal essences. You
will have become New Heart manifesting in Body... Original Heart's desire realized. And most
importantly, you will have done this work with others, each of you
becoming completely whole Beings, and each in your own right.
Loving Yourself Heals Yourself
"One of the greatest dangers in the
healing work is to believe you are loving when you are not. Denying
unlovingness has felt necessary to keep a positive sense of self, but
it hasn't worked out that way.
"It's okay that you have been unloving.
Owning your unlovingness, experiencing it in yourself can be a shock at
first... and yet a necessary step in the healing process. The discovery
and full realization of your true greatness is vital to your role as
the healer of Creation. You can use the love We have for you as a model
for loving yourself. Love yourself as if you were Us loving you.
Release any judgments involved, release any asuric energy in the
imprint, and move with loving acceptance toward the pain.
"Some of these channelers in collaboration
with Us have learned a practice
that makes easier the transition from identification with the imprint
to identification with the healer you truly are. The essence of the
practice is to find where the painful feeling is located in your body,
release denial energy as necessary... and without any pushing, love
this feeling part of yourself unconditionally until it is ready to move
into wholeness with the rest of you."
True Human Greatness
"The greatness of your Being is not
dependent upon you doing this work, or upon anything else for that
matter. Right now, just as you are in the moment, you are already
greater than you can imagine. And you don't have to do anything to earn
your greatness; it's just that right now you may not be fully in touch
with all of who you truly are.
"Even if the whole truth of your Being is
obscured because you are identified in an imprint and feel yourself to
be worthless or fatally flawed, the real Self you are... is still truly
great. The truth of your Being is not dependent upon your awareness of
"Doing this work is very likely the
quickest and easiest way to discover your true Self, and therefore your
true greatness. When you become aware of your own greatness, you will
find it in all other humans as well. And please don't worry about your
'ego.' True greatness is not about the personal, separate self, it's
about your true Self, the whole Being you are evolving to embody.
Discovering and manifesting true greatness is a very humbling
"Among those who are committed to becoming
truly whole, the denial of greatness has been the most serious issue in
the healing work. You cannot heal the wounds in the deeper layers of
your Being if you have not yet accepted that you are great enough to
have these wounds, and that they are indeed yours to heal.
"Once you know the wounds are yours, it's
also crucial that you have the resources of your true greatness to
successfully address and heal them. We have mentioned several times the
serious impact of denied greatness on the healing work, and how this
kind of denial can be a formidable roadblock in the journey home to
"And beyond all of what has already been
said on this web site, there are the Right
of Will books mentioned earlier. Material especially
pertinent to the issue of denied greatness can be found the last
chapter of Heart Song, the fifth book in the series. That chapter also
has some triggers to help stimulate the emotional movement necessary to
reclaim the greatness and grandeur of you, the whole Being.
"The kind of greatness most humans have
been aware of has resulted from comparing their talents, strengths,
skills, cleverness or appearance with other humans. Sometimes they have
seen themselves as superior to others
in this way, and sometimes they have projected this false kind of
greatness onto others, and found themselves to be inferior. The
phenomenon of 'celebrity' is a very good example of this.
"Comparing yourself with others is a good
way to be mistaken. Whether you are seeing the other as inferior or
superior to you, you mistake the small slice of them that you can see,
their outsides... with yourself who you know on the inside. And
besides, whatever you see as 'another' is only a
of a part of yourself that you have projected outside of
"When you own the outer reflection, either
'positive' or 'negative,' large or small, you bring another part of
yourself from the shadow into the light. Whenever you take ownership of
something that has been outside of yourself, you take back the outer
reflection, bringing that part into yourself, where it belongs.
"Complete wholeness of Being means
complete responsibility. You, the whole Being are not only fully
responsible for all of your behaviors, thoughts and feelings... you are
also responsible for all that you experience, even when it seems that
'others' have caused the experience. And please distinguish between the
original meaning of 'responsibility' and the more recent usage that
"Your greatness as a human being is
greater than you have imagined so far. When you are completely whole,
you are the one responsible for all experience in Creation. In your
complete wholeness you will realize yourself as both the cause and the
effect of every phenomenon in manifestation. And best of all, it will
be you, the whole Being who fully realizes that the Mother's dream of complete
freedom of Will for all Beings in Creation is indeed your own greatest