"First, it is good to remember
what Spirit
has already said about humans and their role in
the healing work in his
letter to you. The first step in the Four Steps to Wholeness
also speaks to your
role as the healer of yourself, and therefore of
Creation. The rest of
that page describes the general process of
coming out of denial and
owning all of your own personal lost parts, as
well as the lost
transpersonal parts of your deepest Self... Our
lost parts, the lost
Will of the Mother and the denials of Spirit.
"Moreover, it cannot be stated
often
enough or strongly enough how much of yourself
is still missing from
your own awareness. Humans are truly 'the crown
of Creation.' You are
part Spirit and part Will creature. There are
countless spirits, and
many, many creatures in Our Creation. However,
there is only one kind
of Being who manifests all aspects of Deity...
Spirit and Will in union
as New Heart in Body. That is the human being.
"We are here in manifestation to
the
extent that you choose to host us here. We are
deep inside of you, in
the core of your essence, and awaiting your
invitation to be even more
present with you... at every level of your
Being. When you are loving
yourself, you become more present with Us. When
you are judging
yourself, you slip farther away.
"You can know our presence by
that
unmistakable feeling of love and grace that the
universe sometimes
shines upon you. You can also know our presence
in the words you hear
from the voice inside you. Loving Spirit speaks
on behalf of Us both,
and carries the message of Our union as New
Heart in your Body. Our
words are always loving, and spoken in a
friendly and respectful tone.
If the voice in your mind sounds other than
this, is not Our voice, and
not Our presence you feel.
"You can hear Our voice in the
simplest
things of life... like in the way the wind rocks
a tree, or in the
trajectory of a falling leaf, anytime when
serendipity and
synchronicity are alive around you, when the
traffic lights are all
green and your favorite song comes on the radio.
You can see our
presence in the way things work out favorably in
the events of your
life, and of course in every miracle you
realize.
"There have been other voices in
your mind
besides Ours, and unfortunately for many humans
Our voice has often
been faint and seldom heard. Very often other,
stronger voices have
told you that you are not good enough, that you
can't have what you
desire, and even that it's wrong for you to be
desiring it.
"And these are only some examples
of the
many, many undermining, destructive, demeaning
and degrading
pronouncements these voices have been demanding
that you hear. You have
been told you are insignificant in the mind of
God, that you are not
hitting the mark, that you are sinning. You have
even been told that
you are the source of evil on this planet, and
that your presence as a
species here will be ending soon.
"We want you to know that these
voices are
not your voice, and of course they're not
speaking for Us either. It is
really one source that speaks with whatever
voice works best for its
intentions. It can use your own voice, and very
often does. It can also
speak with the voice of your mother or father,
or of a teacher or
cleric. It can make itself sound like the 'voice
of reason,' the 'voice
of authority' and many, many people have even
mistaken it as the 'voice
of God.' Sometimes it speaks in the first person
and says, "I ..." and
sometimes it's in the second person and says,
"You ..."
"Healers in indigenous cultures
have
called this voice the 'predator,' the
'parasite,' and 'the voice of
knowledge.' In your modern culture it's called
'conditioning.' And some
know it as the presence of 'reptilian' energy.
In terms of the healing
work, it's the verbal expression of denial
energy. It is the voice of Lucifer in the
deepest layers of the
imprint that you are experiencing when you hear
the unloving statements
and questions. And at the original cause of the
pain you feel in the
imprint... is a fragment of the Mother's lost
essence being tortured by
denial energy.
"Spirit's
denials
are not the only cause of the pain felt by the
lost parts of the Mother
in you. Original imprinting happened even before
Spirit was fully
present. The Mother was first attacked by the
demonic energy of the
void, the asuras. And
in many of those
attacks the asuric energy bonded as well with
Spirit's original denial
energy, resulting in the most difficult issue
you have encountered so
far in the healing work ... embedded
denial.
"The negative voice in your mind
is one of
the sure signs in present time that you are
experiencing a reenactment
of an original trauma in the Mother essence. The
voice that tells you
all about how unworthy and damaged you are is
the voice of Lucifer deep
inside of you, still whispering in the Mother's
ear.
"When you feel the Mother's pain,
you are
also experiencing the unloving light she took in
during the original
trauma at the bottom of the imprint, and the
pain became ongoing as the
imprint deepened during countless reenactments.
When you feel the pain,
the reenactments that are still happening in the
imprints in the
Mother's essence are now happening in you as
well.
Taking it Personally
"It has been very easy to take
this
personally, to believe the Mother's experiences
are your own... and
therefore you've often identified with the pain
and the unloving light
in the imprint... as if the Will essence and its
associated denial
energy is who you are. You've believed the
judgments are about you the
person, and that the voices of denial you've
been hearing are correct
because the pain seems to be yours alone.
"This is how the 'predator' or
'parasite'
or 'voice of knowledge' has taken control of
your Being and your body.
You became possessed by the imprint. And when
you became possessed, you
were no longer the magnificent Being that is
your true self. Your
identity left both your body and soul and you
were no longer the cosmic
Being manifesting in human form, deeply
connected with divine love and
grace. Under the spell of the imprint... you
instead identified
yourself as either the pain or the unlovingness
in the imprint, or both.
"Even those who have been
successful
enough at coping to have avoided feeling the
pain directly still often
hear the voices along with a vague sense of
unease about themselves.
And in the denial of their coping they have
unconsciously given up
their true identity to the unlovingness in the
imprint.
"As long as you believe that
you are
part of a larger whole, you are missing your
deepest truth. The
truth of your Being is complete wholeness, in
your own right. Anything
less is still an imprinted reality, and not the
whole truth. Ultimately
there is nothing 'personal,' because ultimately
there is only you, the
whole transpersonal Being that includes all of
Creation.
"Our presence inside of you is
only
temporary. As Spirit has
said,as
you
reach complete wholeness We will not be there
anymore. This is
because you will have fully owned Us as your own
primal essences. You
will have become New Heart manifesting in
Body... Original
Heart's desire realized. And most
importantly, you will have done this work with
others, each of you
becoming completely whole Beings, and each in
your own right.
Loving Yourself Heals Yourself
"One of the greatest dangers in
the
healing work is to believe you are loving when
you are not. Denying
unlovingness has felt necessary to keep a
positive sense of self, but
it hasn't worked out that way.
"It's okay that you have been
unloving.
Owning your unlovingness, experiencing it in
yourself can be a shock at
first... and yet a necessary step in the healing
process. The discovery
and full realization of your true greatness is
vital to your role as
the healer of Creation. You can use the love We
have for you as a model
for loving yourself. Love yourself as if you
were Us loving you.
Release any judgments involved, release any
asuric energy in the
imprint, and move with loving acceptance toward
the pain.
"Some of these channelers in
collaboration
with Us have learned a practice
that makes easier the transition from
identification with the imprint
to identification with the healer you truly are.
The essence of the
practice is to find where the painful feeling is
located in your body,
release denial energy as necessary... and
without any pushing, love
this feeling part of yourself unconditionally
until it is ready to move
into wholeness with the rest of you."
True Human Greatness
"The greatness of your Being is
not
dependent upon you doing this work, or upon
anything else for that
matter. Right now, just as you are in the
moment, you are already
greater than you can imagine. And you don't have
to do anything to earn
your greatness; it's just that right now you may
not be fully in touch
with all of who you truly are.
"Even if the whole truth of your
Being is
obscured because you are identified in an
imprint and feel yourself to
be worthless or fatally flawed, the real Self
you are... is still truly
great. The truth of your Being is not dependent
upon your awareness of
it.
"Doing this work is very likely
the
quickest and easiest way to discover your true
Self, and therefore your
true greatness. When you become aware of your
own greatness, you will
find it in all other humans as well. And please
don't worry about your
'ego.' True greatness is not about the personal,
separate self, it's
about your true Self, the whole Being you are
evolving to embody.
Discovering and manifesting true greatness is a
very humbling
experience.
"Among those who are committed to
becoming
truly whole, the denial of greatness has been
the most serious issue in
the healing work. You cannot heal the wounds in
the deeper layers of
your Being if you have not yet accepted that you
are great enough to
have these wounds, and that they are indeed
yours to heal.
"Once you know the wounds are
yours, it's
also crucial that you have the resources of your
true greatness to
successfully address and heal them. We have
mentioned several times the
serious impact of denied greatness on the
healing work, and how this
kind of denial can be a formidable roadblock in
the journey home to
wholeness.
"And beyond all of what has
already been
said on this web site, there are the Right
Use
of Will books mentioned earlier.
Material especially
pertinent to the issue of denied greatness can
be found the last
chapter of Heart Song, the fifth book in the
series. That chapter also
has some triggers to help stimulate the
emotional movement necessary to
reclaim the greatness and grandeur of you, the
whole Being.
"The kind of greatness most
humans have
been aware of has resulted from comparing their
talents, strengths,
skills, cleverness or appearance with other
humans. Sometimes they have
seen themselves as
superior to others
in this way, and sometimes they have projected
this false kind of
greatness onto others, and found themselves to
be inferior. The
phenomenon of 'celebrity' is a very good example
of this.
"Comparing yourself with others
is a good
way to be mistaken. Whether you are seeing the
other as inferior or
superior to you, you mistake the small slice of
them that you can see,
their outsides... with yourself who you know on
the inside. And
besides, whatever you see as 'another' is only a
reflection
of a part of yourself that you have
projected outside of
yourself.
"When you own the outer
reflection, either
'positive' or 'negative,' large or small, you
bring another part of
yourself from the shadow into the light.
Whenever you take ownership of
something that has been outside of yourself, you
take back the outer
reflection, bringing that part into yourself,
where it belongs.
"Complete wholeness of Being
means
complete responsibility. You, the whole Being
are not only fully
responsible for all of your behaviors, thoughts
and feelings... you are
also responsible for all that you experience,
even when it seems that
'others' have caused the experience. And please
distinguish between the
original meaning of 'responsibility' and the
more recent usage that
means 'blame.'
"Your greatness as a human being
is
greater than you have imagined so far. When you
are completely whole,
you are the one responsible for all experience
in Creation. In your
complete wholeness you will realize yourself as
both the cause and the
effect of every phenomenon in manifestation. And
best of all, it will
be you, the whole Being who fully realizes that
the Mother's
dream of complete
freedom of Will for all Beings in Creation is
indeed your own greatest
dream."