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Crying on the Inside
A Wondrous Experience
I Invite a Kick in the Pants
I Am Scared but I Ache to Hear and Understand

 


Crying on the Inside

Last year I had the good fortune to read Right Use of Will and study it and all your other books. At the moment I am studying Heart Song. I would love to help you in any way you see fit for me. I would love to have classes for people and get them to read your books and if they need help with them, to be there for them.

Israel is a very complex place and needs your Light as there is too much cold light here which must be released. I am struggling with my implants and Heart Song is really difficult for me. Of course I am one of the people who seem to believe that I have no emotions, yet I am crying all the time inside. Thank you again for being on the internet, even though I know it's my emotions I must move and reading will not move them, it can only help to trigger them, maybe.


A Wondrous Experience

About a month ago I was in very deep prayer to you, asking for your help in forgiving myself for all the pain I have caused in my life to myself and also to some of those around me. It has always been easy for me to forgive others and understand why they do what they do and it has always been hard for me to forgive myself.

Yet, as I lay there praying to you, my heart so heavy with this old problem of mine and the feeling that I would always be miserable, I heard your soft spoken words, "I love you, my child". With those words came an overpowering sense of joy and love that not only completely filled my body; but, also encompassed it and flowed outwards expanding about 4 inches outwards.

Then I felt as though I was part of you (as if I were flying on angel's wings) only there wasn't anything there to look at, just a huge mass of energy. I was only on the outer edge of this humongous mass of energy (which I think was you), but the feeling of joy and love that was there was unexplainable. No words to describe how powerful, how overwhelming this feeling was, how intoxicating.

Yet, I was allowed to flow with you (it) and gaze down upon the world, the trees, people, animals around. As I saw these, this love and joy that was coursing through me was shared with all that came into my view and yet, it never lessened, it just seemed to keep expanding as if the more I shared it the stronger it became. And as amazing as all this was, it became even more amazing as I saw a teenage girl crouched and crying in a corner of a run down bare room. This girl was disheveled and in rags and her face was mine. Tear streaked, dirt smudged and all, but she was an extension of me and all of this newfound joy and love that was coursing through me, I directed towards her and as I opened my arms for her to join me, I shared this love and joy with her and she came into my arms and as I hugged her, she became one with me. I could feel myself expanding even more than I already was.

And through all of this, I still had a sense of individuality (my own thoughts etc.) yet, I felt as though I was also part of this wondrous mass of energy (you?) and it was as though my every want or need was tempered by this terrific and overpowering feeling of joy and loving that kept getting more and more powerful until I was exhilarated and exhausted and felt as though I couldn't take it anymore. Then I came back to myself again and parted even though, I wanted to stay there forever. I wasn't ready, it was all too overpowering, yet so very wonderful.

The overwhelmed feeling stayed with me for around 3 days until it gradually wore off and I began to feel normal again. Except the wariness I had gradually picked up over the years was gone (and though I had expected it to come back also, it never has) and I no longer have the feeling that I am missing part of myself (I use to feel so utterly alone and break down into total despair & tears for what seemed like no reason). I feel as though something very special was shared with me through this experience, but I haven't been able to interpret all of its implications as of yet. I have also asked others about it and so far no one seems to be able to comment on this ordeal.

The really great thing, is when I rehear those words (think back and remember) I regain that feeling of such eternal love and joy all over again. Never in my life have I felt so very at peace and content, I never thought those feelings were even possible on such a strong scale. When I held my newborn daughter, I felt so happy and was filled with such peace and love that I thought nothing could compare to that wonderful feeling but, what happened that night surpassed that feeling many many times.

Is this how you feel when you look upon us? Is this how we will feel when we rejoin you? My many thanks for this wonderful, most precious gift, but why was it shared with me? What am I missing; for, I know there is more to it than I am acknowledging? Again, let me express my eternal appreciation and thanks for the many blessings, help and guidance you have shared throughout my life that has been filled with so many trials and learning experiences. :-D

I would also like to share my appreciation with your channelers for they are providing a great service to humanity by sharing your words with us. Many thanks to you all also :-D


I Invite a Kick in the Pants

First of all I have lived my life in trust to God. Sometimes this has led me to experiences that I would not otherwise have had one such was a visit to a mental hospital. But I think that I'm learning to listen better. I hope so anyway, and invite a kick in the pants from you if I'm not. My question for this moment is what is the soul and what is it's purpose?


I Am Scared but I Ache to Hear and Understand

dear father, firstly i want to thank you with the full depth of my gratitude for being here for me and helping me in ways i am not yet fully conscious of. i am scared but i ache to hear and understand you directly, to be able to channel you myself. please guide me in learning to connect with you directly. and also thanks to your channelers making this site available to me. with awe and hope for our wholesome communications, your child

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