"Healing Spirit fragmentation is accomplished
through the redemption of denied Spirit, and is the first priority
for spirits in helping with the healing. Redemption of denied
Spirit essence has three steps. The first and most difficult
step is to recognize that you are not whole as spirit, that part
of your spirit is not with you. You may find it projected
out onto another, or you may find it when you look for who
it was that hurt you.
"The second step is to reclaim the previously
denied essence as your own. The spectrum of the Spirit Polarity
goes from Lucifer on the extreme left to Ahriman on the extreme
right, with your spirit and my loving Light, of course, in the
center. Lucifer is warm, earthy, sweet and sexual, and often
mean, brutish and demanding. Ahriman is cool, mental, astringent
and rational, and quite detached and judgmental.
While Lucifer is sly, Ahriman is clever, and
they both hate the Mother, but for different reasons. In a face
to face battle, Ahriman will always outwit Lucifer, and yet Lucifer
will sometimes win with sheer force of ill intent and 'dirty
tricks'.
"To reclaim your own spirit essence,
first align your spirit here with me in the center of the spectrum.
Here you can recognize both the good qualities as well as the
problems with both ends of the spectrum. This is the place where
you can reclaim your denials, and from which you'll successfully
relate with your own Desire/Mother essence. This is the place
where the loving Light of Spirit connects with New Heart, Real
Heart. These lessons and the channeling
class lesson on channeling 'the
Folks' will be helpful in finding your alignment. Also, the
simple intention to find the source of loving Light inside of
you will help bring you here quickly.
"Once you're in alignment with me, simply
admit that just like me, it was in fact you who did those awful
things, whatever they were. Realize that as the perpetrator you
had been doing them unconsciously, in denial, and exercise the
Sacred Act of Choice. Choose
to be aware of the behaviors, thoughts and attitudes as your
own, and take responsibility for them. Immediately release
the judgments against yourself for having done these things,
and then simply stop doing them... as best you can.
"The third step is to integrate the previously
denied essence with the rest of yourself. Welcome it back home.
You could use the 'parable of the prodigal son' as an example
of the kind of attitude that is helpful here. Find a place in
yourself for the newly recovered essence where its positive qualities
are wanted and needed, and its negative qualities are neither
condemned nor rewarded. The undesired qualities will soon fall
away in the light of your loving awareness, the release of your
judgments, and your Sacred Act of Choice to become aware when
they are about to happen, and decide to do something different
than engage in the old behaviors.
"Soon you will be left with only the
benefits of your returned essence. The difficulties it was causing
out there in denial were due almost entirely to the attitude
it formed when you rejected it and pushed it out of yourself.
Locked out of wholeness, love and acceptance, it was left with
only hate and denial for its expression.... and thus became a
natural ally of the asuras.
"The asuras have been gaining access
to manifestation through the gaps
caused by our denials, through the split or crack that is created
when we separate from part of ourselves. Examples of asuric energy
in humans include the energy in and around the psychopathic killer
that flashes out of one person to attack another, sometimes without
the awareness of either. Even when looking for it, often all
that can be seen is a momentary flash in the eye of the sender,
and a sudden bad feeling in the receiver.
"Other examples of asuric energy are
the demons who take possession of those experiencing blaming
rage, hatred, jealousy or the need for revenge. Loss of connection
with the self due to traumatic shock or addictions and other
forms of attachment is often a cause of the split or crack that
opens a person to asuric possession.
"Asuric energy is the energy of hate
and denial. It carries the message, 'You have disturbed me, and
now I must kill you.' It feels hot and sharp, and it slashes
like a razor. It is very powerful and feels mean and vengeful,
it wants only to kill and destroy. It is the energy of hate,
jealousy and revenge. 'You have hurt me, and now I must hurt
you back,' is the logic of demons. This energy no longer has
any place in my Creation. It cannot be redeemed, it wants its
own death, and it doesn't want anyone to try to convince it otherwise.
As we separate it from everything else, it will go to its right
place. All other essence can and must be redeemed.
"Knowing the difference between denied
Spirit essence and asuric energy is important when doing the
work of spirit redemption, and particularly with their friend,
Ahriman. If a fragment wants anything other than death for itself,
it probably has some non-asuric essence that will need to be
redeemed. When the asura that's attached to the essence denies
this, tell it to leave here and go to its right place.
"I'll take over escorting
it to a place outside of Creation where it will never again
be disturbed. The asuras' right place is where they permanently
cease existence and finally realize their goal of oblivion. This
is safe for you to do, because only denial energy can leave Creation.
Your emotional essence will stay with you and with the Mother
in you.
"As you have probably gathered, spirit
redemption is advanced healing work. It needs to be done from
a position of resourcefulness, strength and balance, and it's
best if you have others to support you.
"Too often in the human level of this
work natural allies have become enemies, because they lost track
of the fact that they're here working together to help heal themselves
and Creation. Too often they've taken the triggering of each
other seriously, and forgotten that the true cause of their immediate
pain is not their friend who has triggered them in present time,
but something from long ago, and until now hidden deep within
themselves.
"I'll finish this part of the lesson
with some advice. At this time in our healing, please don't purposely
trigger each other. It is not loving to 'heal' someone by pushing
them past their comfort zone, unless they have specifically asked
you to do so. This would be like the misguided parent who throws
their child in the water so she will learn to swim.
"When you respond to a trigger, look
for new ways of expressing yourself that stop the old pattern
of reenacting previous trauma, both personal and universal. Choose
to be creative and truly loving without guilt in all of your
responses, while honoring the Mother within you.
"Also, look for the goodness and the
opportunity to heal in all situations. Do judgment
release whenever you feel stuck, even if you're not sure
it's needed. It can't hurt. Love one another, and please give
everyone, including yourself, a break. Healing at these levels
is hard work. It's important to rest too. Balance is the way."
Next: Part Five:
Spirit and Superiority
