"When I visited the Void
to separate Lucifer from the rest of my Light, I
discovered the source of the earlier trouble between
the Mother and me. In the Void was very densely
concentrated deep denial energy. The presence of
this denial energy seemed to me to be individual
beings, and I immediately understood they were in
the Void because they wanted only oblivion. This
energy appeared as a swarm of huge winged creatures
with shiny black, spindly bodies. They looked quite
grotesque, like elongated skeletons of bats.
"With intense hatred they complained
bitterly to me that their slumber in oblivion had
been disturbed by my presence here now. And they let
me know how upset they were earlier when the pulsing
of my Light and the movements of the Mother's
magnetic essence disturbed them... as the Mother and
I emerged from opposite ends of the Void.
"They let me know that they were here
because they wanted only death and oblivion. They
represented the opposite of everything I later came
to know as 'good'. I also learned later that they
were here as the antithesis of all the fundamental
qualities in Grandfather's
original, perfect Creation.
"When Grandfather chose to have only
life, love, beauty, harmony, and goodness in his
Creation, he had to find a place for the qualities
that were necessary to balance these. Because
manifestation requires duality, in order for a thing
to exist, its opposite must also exist somewhere to
balance it. 'Up' without 'down' is impossible, and
so is 'good' without 'evil'. In the Void Grandfather
placed all of the energy and values that were the
antithesis of his Creation. This worked well for all
concerned. This energy wished for oblivion or
non-existence, so he denied he granted their wish by
denying them existence.
"Denial energy is not in form, it is
beyond form. It has no essence, it's not Spirit or
Mother, so speaking of it must be somewhat
metaphoric. 'Asuras', as they've become known, are
the metaphoric spirits of denial. Since they don't
actually exist as beings, speaking of 'them' as if
they are beings can be misleading.
I do so here with the understanding
that they are the metaphoric representatives of the
deep denial energy of the Void. 'Asuras' or 'denial
spirits' are symbols of the energy that denies life,
love, beauty, harmony and goodness. This energy seek
death, and hates everything that keeps it from its
deepest desire of permanent oblivion.
"Denial energy has existed on every
level of Creation, including the physical where it
manifests as viruses and cancers. The strategy of
asuric energy is to satisfy the desire for death and
oblivion through the destruction of the environment
that keeps it alive... manifestation.
"The energy was awakened from what it
had thought was an eternal sleep when the magnetic
essence moved and I responded. The denial energy
attached itself to the sense of startle, confusion
and annoyance in my Light, and it brought its
attitudes of hatred, death and destruction with it.
The message in the energy is, 'You have disturbed
me, and now I must kill you.' Although I wasn't
aware that I was doing it, this was the painful
message that the Mother received when she first
received my Light.
"I had been unaware of the existence
of this intensely compressed energy until I met 'the
asuras' in the Void. This was the place Grandfather
had found for them to rest in peace. The denial
energy they represent could not be part of his
perfect Creation because it did not want to be
there. He created eternal life for all who wanted
it, the asuric energy wanted death and oblivion.
"Grandfather had it so that love
would reign, but then love's denial could only hate.
He created beauty, harmony and goodness. Denial
wanted destruction. He and Grandmother determined
the right place for denial energy to be the Void,
because there the asuric energy could find what it
truly desired... the final peace of non-existence,
its own oblivion. The Grandparents did this in the
early stages of their original Creation, before
there was any thought of any other Creations.
"When the Mother and I first emerged
as the two creative essences of this Creation, we
came into being out of the Void... the right place
of denial energy, 'the asuras' home... and of course
the very place this energy felt certain it would be
forever undisturbed. For a very long time I was
perplexed by what seemed to be impossible encounters
with pure evil. I know now that coming through the
concentrated denial energy of the Void has been the
only way for a completely new Creation to come into
"We had to emerge from the Void, and
in doing so, we disturbed the 'denial spirits,' the
'uns' of Grandfather's Creation. Once disturbed,
this energy was intensely fierce and vicious, and of
course it still is. It believes the only way back to
its beloved oblivion is to tear down and destroy the
Creation whose activities have destroyed its resting
place. Denial energy has
'infected' some of the Mother essence, and this is
why it had seemed to be the apparently separate
beings I've called 'asuras' and 'denial spirits.'
"Judgments against self or others is
a form of denial. Doing judgment
release as I've suggested is an effective way
of moving denial energy out of your emotional, Will
essence. To release the more concentrated, deep
denial energy, it is good to follow my suggestions
in the practice of 'true
"We have inherited Grandfather's
denial spirits, and they hate us for being here. And
now we must help them find their right place again.
It's not here. This Creation, and those of yours and
your peers that will follow have a different
program. Like Grandfather's Creation, yours will be
one of life and love, beauty and freedom.
"Unlike Grandfather's Creation,
however, this and the Creations to follow will not
be perfect. We will go on endlessly evolving. And
best of all, we'll be here in physical form to do
it. The energy of hatred and denial does not wish to
be here with us. The asuric energy wants the
oblivion that Grandfather had originally promised
it. For the healing work to succeed and not be
reversed, a complete separation is needed between
denial energy, the Void... and everything else.
"Now, you might ask how wholeness is
to be achieved if something is left out. This is a
good question and it leads to a most crucial
understanding. Wholeness has an opposite, and its
opposite must also exist if wholeness does.
Fragmentation is the opposite of wholeness. With
only one whole being, fragmentation has been the
only way to experience presence with another being.
"The impetus for Grandfather and the
original Mother to spawn another Creation was the
sense of aloneness they experienced. When they had
achieved perfection in complete union, they were one
being again, just like Original
Heart. And they were alone.
"Grandfather and the original Mother
have since found a solution to their isolation. The
Mother of this Creation and I are the beginning of
it. And you humans who are in physical existence are
the next stage of it.
plan, of course, is that Deity have peers. The
fragmentation of Deity so that parts of us can have
separate existence has been only one step in the
process. Fragmentation is not the solution to cosmic
loneliness. Wholeness of separate beings is.
"Although I didn't know it at the
time, my fragmentation into Lucifer and Ahriman were
part of the plan Grandfather and Grandmother had
foreseen as a correction to the perfection of their
original Creation. Another part of the plan is my redemption of both Lucifer
and Ahriman. And this includes your own
spirit's redemption of its denials, assuming your
intention is wholeness.
"When Spirit is whole at both the
personal and Universal levels, I will be able to
align completely with the Mother and all of her
essence in you... as we consummate our union in your
wholeness. New Heart then emerges in you,
manifesting as Body... as
you embody the Father or
Mother of Manifestation.
"Redemption of my denials means that
I redeem and own for
myself all of the essence, qualities, traits
and behaviors I'd put outside of love. No more
projection, no more separation of Being.
"Redemption also means that I take
responsibility for the actions of my former denials,
and thereby reclaim their powers, bringing them
inside of love. The Spirit polarity will be united,
with neither Ahriman nor Lucifer at the head. The
Godhead is loving Light's
"The loneliness experienced by Original Heart and in
the Creation of Grandfather and Grandmother will not
happen this time in manifestation. There are many
humans who are willing and capable of embodying the
Mother and Spirit here on Earth as New Heart.
"This endeavor is a collaboration
between Humanity and Deity. It is the consummation
of the healing work and the realization of Original
Heart's intention that there be not just one, but
many whole beings in manifestation... all peers in
their greatness and wholeness.
"This movement of healing into
wholeness begins with humans working collaboratively
and in concert with Deity. Once denied Spirit is
redeemed and all of the lost Will reclaimed, the
wholeness you embody then spreads quickly to others.
The further movement of wholeness spreading then
sets the stage for the realization of the
Mother's Dream, and the relatively sudden
transformation of the dominate paradigm on this
planet... so that love reigns in all encounters and
every wish truly desired is granted without delay."
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